“Some gains from the last period include: giving myself approval for long periods of time and resting in beingness, resulting in a constantly blissful and focused state throughout the whole day. In the middle of giving myself approval, I’ve recognized that the so called “waking state” is a mirror image of the dream state (in sleep) and of the mind’s content — just experienced in a different manner.
There is no difference between waking and dreaming — they’re just two different forms of expression of the same content. I am one beingness, which remains in the background of every body state.
My normal sleep time has shortened to 5 hours, and I feel more refreshed than before.
I’ve had a huge sudden increase in physical fitness and energy, resulting in major performance increase when doing physical activity — feeling like the body can do more, succeed more, and not get tired.
Experiences of infinity are coming and going — each time, it gets clearer and more stable than before. The masters are helpful with that. Their willing to demonstrate a glimpse of a high state, whenever there’s openness to it. Each time it happens, it feels like another door is opening in the way to absolute freedom.
I am recognizing more and more that the ego is a form of suffering. I am watching for it, noticing how it operates on various occasions, and letting it go before it takes over.
I found myself in an apparent argument with family members, and noticed that there’s total calmness, zero reaction inside. There was no wanting to be right — just willing to reveal common ground. I was never able to express myself so clearly and so calmly in front of people. At a certain point, my family members seemed to shift their apparent opinions to reflect my state of consciousness, with no effort to convince on my side.
Thanks!” – Omer
