Releasing made me realize I need to accept ALL the abundance that comes my way, including small things.
My goal is so large (achievable with the deals I have going) that I was resisting things like doing the design work I did previously for $100 or so a pop and I was resisting my sister giving me her old car because 1.) I wanted a NEW one (a goal) and 2.) I was concerned about insurance – where was the money coming from for insurance? Other gains like a new lawn (my husband squirted the grass with a power hose for so long the grass was washed away. The power hose nozzle broke “miraculously”) Lawns need maintenance – a gardner which costs monthly.
So anyway I dropped the resistance.
This morning my mom told me she is putting the car on her insurance plan. And my sister and her husband are “snazzing” up the car before they give it to me.
I was afraid that if I settled on the “old car, old job, revamped computer instead of a new one, less than my goal” that I would be stuck in that old stuff.
My mindset now is that all these new gains are the restarting of my life in abundance. The old car (van) will be used for my husband’s band when I get a brand new car. The design work I can hand off to a new employee when I get my main goal, so building the business now is excellent, etc. It’s all great.
The new method you are doing is really helpful. My mind is (mostly) quiet now. When it isn’t, it only takes a short time to release and then quiet it again.
Thank you!
Love,
Debbie
P.S. I am releasing on taking another teleconference or course. When I get paid it is one of the first I will do. And I will bring my mom too!
